Prayer Request

I have been breaking down little bits of information to Jarred daily regarding my treatment and disease. Yesterday I told him that I will loose all of my hair (which is starting to fall out, not a lot yet though) and he was very disturbed about that. He did not like the idea of having a bald mom at all. He thought that was really embarrassing. Bless his heart. I hadn't considered buying a wig previously because I just don't care that much. I figured I would just wear caps or hats. I suppose I'll need to buy one now though for his sake. Other than that he seems to be taking the information well. I have yet to tell him that I have cancer. He knows I have a disease called osteosarcoma and cancer is just another word. But it is a scary word for kids. A very scary word for a little boy who has only known life with his mother. We know that cancer is small and God is big. I know that God is going to heal me. I have great confidence in what the Lord is allowing in my life right now and what He will do through this. However, it still breaks my heart to think of looking into Jarred's big brown eyes and say to him that I have cancer. So, will you please pray with me about how to do this? I know that I want to tell him before I go back to Shands for my next round of chemo on the 19th. I just need the Lord's wisdom and the right words. I know that He alone can give them to me.